A lifetime of fucking so many things up,
A lifetime living in this filthy fucking flesh.
A new story will be told, and every problem has a solution,
This is mine-
You wouldn't believe how simple it really was,
I just put the gun in my mouth
Tasted the metallic residue on the tip of the barrel,
Closed my eyes, bit my teeth, pulled the trigger-
All my insecurities came spilling out
In the darkest shade
A crimson, clumpy puddle
Of all that I ever was.
A warm place.
Somewhere far away
From all of you.